How have I known about this for so long and yet been incapable of doing anything?

And now how do I go about choosing something that, by its very definition, requires that I give up myself?

Three years ago I prayed that God would grant me dependence on Him. And He taught me that I won’t find it on a silver platter, that I must experience the loss of dependence on others to find it in Him.

And yet I’m still not there.

How do I find that road?


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